Dark Windows

by Arya Zappa

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1.
Cut Grass 03:54
Cut grass lies frail: Brief is the breath Mown stalks exhale. Long, long the death Cut Grass, long the death Cut Grass, long the death It dies in the white hours Of young-leafed June With chestnut flowers, With hedges snowlike strewn Cut Grass, long the death Cut Grass, long the death White lilac bowed, Lost lanes of Queen Anne's lace, High-builded clouds Moving at summer's pace Cut Grass, long the death Cut Grass, long the death
2.
Is it for now or always, The world hangs on a stalk? Is it a trick or a trysting-place, The woods we have found to walk? Is it a mirage or miracle, Your lips that lift at mine: And the suns like a juggler's juggling-balls, Are they a sham or a sign? Is it for now or always Is it for now or always Full moon fills the sky shining down The clouds roll back and fade away The sun’s rising It breaks my heart to see the stars fade away The wind blows between our worlds, whispers spinn in golden dust I take you now and for always, For always is always now. Is it for now or always Is it for now or always
3.
Next Please 03:34
Hungry for the future We hold to false beliefs Somethings always coming every day till then we think Watching from far away The ships of promises come closer How much time they waste How slow they are No closure We think each ship will unload All good we are owed For waiting so long We think each ship will unload All good we are owed But we are so wrong Arching our way, No sooner present than they turn to past They never anchor and turn right to the last Only one ship is seeking us, a black-Sailed Bird-less silence in her back In her wake No waters breed or break Only silence in her back We think each ship will unload All good we are owed For waiting so long We think each ship will unload All good we are owed But we are so wrong
4.
Now 03:21
It’s time to understand That the love you refuse to give is the pain you’re feeling life after life Living a life on repeat A habit formed to meet your needs And you’re always losing, or going without It’s time For always is now For always is now For always is now Your loss of interest and hair You wish the game was poker You would discard the cards But it's chess And when death begins, You hardly gonna be at peace Since it was all about only one The one, who’s dying It’s time For always is now For always is now For always is now
5.
Falling 03:37
More than this the wish to be alone however the beat goes on the night’s still dark The pressure to follow the route of sex More than this the wish to be alone No peace But other things I’m falling back like you I’m falling Just like you I’m falling Back like you I’m falling Just like you Sweating out the void That lies behind the things we do Straight back into the void by stuffing ourselves with forks and straws No peace But other things I’m falling back like you I’m falling Just like you I’m falling Back like you I’m falling Just like you
6.
Wild Heart 03:34
Standing at a fork Where should you go Life is motion a never ending flow Where does it take you to? One road ends in tears When the other one could relieve your fears If hands could free you Where would you go wild heart If hands could free you Where would you go wild heart The world keeps turning No matter which way you choose There’ll be kisses and all the things you’ll lose Worlds have been built on tears But one road will relieve your fears If hands could free you Where would you go wild heart If hands could free you Where would you go wild heart
7.
Fantasy 03:52
Everyday you hope there would be a good story to tell But it’s just brushing teeth and losing hair And all the little thing you have to worry, worry about Golden dreams of tomorrow If only you could let go It feels like a fantasy Who knows what’s reality It feels like a fantasy Who knows what’s reality Now you realise you know nothing You don’t know should you be crying or laughing How strange To have to qualify When we don’t even know why we die Golden dreams of tomorrow If only you could let go It feels like a fantasy Who knows what’s reality It feels like a fantasy Who knows what’s reality
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We Never Die 04:07
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Hollow smoke floating around his face Shiny, sad eyes, diamonds misplaced The desert is the ocean, no end, no horizon A carrot so close as a rabbit gets to a diamond The moon’s only bright when it doesn’t avoid the night Unmoved by the wind, turning clouds into light Memory’s to heart, what the soil’s to the tree When all is lost, there’s still a memory Howling at the moon with the wolvess of the past Howling at the moon with the wolves of the past
10.
Solitude 03:20
Solitude clarifies under the moon, here emerges, what I am So many things I had forgotten return with stranger pain Again, here I stand In the palm of the night Slowly unfolds, like a plant, what I am, under the moon Walking through the center of a soundless field Raising my glass to the Moon Exhaling the void that lies behind the things we do In the palm of the night slowly unfolds, like a plant, what I am, under the moon
11.
Goodbye 03:50
Run, keep running Have you been there before? If life is a game? What are you going to sow? There’s so much I wanna do and so little little time All the places I’m going Where even crows couldn’t land There’ll be time for you to start all over again and again And for every hello there’ll be goodbye goodbye my friend We don’t know about tomorrow But we think about it anyway I’m wondering if I was ever with you or just chased some better day I close my eyes again to see places never seen But I’ve been there many times walking on the edges of a dream There’ll be time for you to start all over again and again And for every hello there’ll be goodbye goodbye my friend
12.
Words 03:28
Your lips are moving, but your voice sounds far away Your blue eyes teary and I still can’t hear what you say I used to love the sound of your voice, but the words were never clear Now I’m looking right through you and see you aren’t real Words are cheap they mean nothing to me Love’s just four letters, but I know how it feels Words are cheap they mean nothing to me Love’s just four letters, but I know how it feels You look the same, but I’ve learned your game I see through your cracks, you’re not the same Your words are just words, a hollow loop of noise And I’m glad, I’m glad to watch you fade away Words are cheap they mean nothing to me Love’s just four letters, but I know how it feels Words are cheap they mean nothing to me Love’s just four letters, but I know how it feels

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released June 26, 2020

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